Life With Sulis

sulis, i need to get mushy with you really quick cause i've been thinking about you a lot lately.. i really want to thank you for being part of my life, a big part of my life for a long time now. First and foremost for having the courage to take me from the situation that i was in when we first met, and giving me a home, giving me unconditional support, even when i did the most stupid things in the book, giving me love... you really helped me get through a very difficult time in my life, and i'm sure that i abused it on multiple occasions.. i wanted to apologize and thank you for sticking with me.. your acceptance of me while i saw myself as a horrible person, helped me believe in myself.. helped me to see the positives.. helped me keep my head above water.. i miss you. i miss the feel of your hair against my shoulder, and the smoothness of your touch on my arm.. and your soft kisses. i miss our talks of the hairbrained ideas that i have, and your giggle and smile. i miss knowing that even when i make mistakes, even when you knew i was going to make a mistake, yourself and anything that you had was there to catch me and push me back up.
i want you to know that i appreciate you just how you are, and that you have been a tremendous influence and help you have been. . . btw: i'm starting ASU next week. Yeah me!!

posted by PoMaBear @ 2:13 PM