Life With Sulis

So much to say so little time. I just got back from Phoenix and let me tell you it was an interesting experience. Lets see where to begin. Spent some time with my old friends from school. Baby D, Big D, Opie, Sargaras, Princess (Baby D's new girl). The only thing I can say was the experience was quiet interesting. I don't really think that Baby D's girl likes me much. I don't blame her. Its hard to deal with a girl being one of your boyfriends closest friends. See Baby D and I have been friends for 3 years. Hell if you ask anyone they would swear that we where dating. (not true but I can see where people thought that---We basically where together everyday) She even thinks that. But anyways. I guess it bothered her me being there. She wasn't exactly friendly but she didnt start a fight either. Basically she seemed like a really nice girl who was feeling extrememly uncumfortable. Personally, I am just glad that she makes him happy, Gives him a reason to live. So I dont have to worry about him so much anymore.

We all went out to dinner on Sunday and then out to a local park to play volleyball. I had a blast. Digital overdid it. He is not feeling to hot muscle sore and bruised. I am gonna have to go get him some ice. I am really glad we did not have a camera with us because you would have seen me really suck at volleyball. But I had a blast even though i lost all 3 games. It was fun playing with the boys again. Its been a long time. I miss our after school impromptu basketball games. We went home after that and played a little football in the pool. Now that was fun. Except when I tried to drown myself. (note to self grow gills before attempting to breath while underwater again.)
Opie, played some electic guitar for me. He is really good and I kinda talked him into putting up a cam on.

Picked up the baby. It was a very hard thing to do. It was difficult seeing Tal and Daddy's girl all upset. I mis.s my little girl but I can't bring her home yet. Tal, I am sorry that you are angry with me but trying to make me feel guilty is not gonna heal things. The distance is a buffer and keeps at least a large poportion of the drama out of my life. Leaving me with much more time for my family and less time to reacting to the shit that keeps being slung my way. I know that when things get a little less raw you will understand why I have made the choices I have made. Until then I will have to live with you hating me. Know that I dont really feel the same way. I am angry at certain things, and bitter about alot of things. But I WILL get over them. .

ANd with that I will leave you with todays song of the day: Nickleback How you Remind Me!.

Nickelback How you remind me.

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you

This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no
.

SO............ Are we having fun yet? ;-P

posted by digitalsulis @ 8:35 AM