Life With Sulis

About beauty...
I am an odd person. After a time of knowing someone, I don't see them in a purely physical way anymore. I begin to see them from the inside out. This can help or hurt them of course :) I have known physically attractive people who were repulsive to me because of the inner person. And I have lusted after someone who I was shocked one day to find had a hideous acne- I never noticed.

So for me (who is NOT thin etc) I figure the only people who really count are the ones who mean something to me. And if someone will reject me in what ever way without knowing me- they were not worth my time and too shallow anyway. I would not want to be involved (in what ever way) with someone who only valued another human by the outward appearance they have.

How do I feel about me? I am fat. No doubt about that. It is my fault and someday I will do something about it. So no I dont want to go to nude beaches but who says I would if I looked like a super model? I think those urges (showing off) are over for me anyway. I don't worry about it too much. I am healthy. Beyond that it is just asthetics. I have a nice face. And I know for me that is SOOO much more important. (I would rather be fat than ugly.. at least I can lose weight) So most of the time, I feel pretty good or indifferent about my appearance. Some days I feel fat. But it passes when I see an unnatractive lady with a nice body ;) Or even a pretty woman being mean to her kids.

I got them beat hands down and so do you Sulis.

Judge ye not by the mirror but by the love.
I believe love abounds in your life. Look there.

posted by Anonymous @ 7:36 AM