Life With Sulis

wanted to write something in here so everyone knows i am still alive. Have strep. trying to get my life together. These last few days have been a turning point in my life. I realized that my hopes that things would work out well are not going to happen. People want to believe what they need to believe to survive. I can't fight the deamons in others minds no matter how hard i try. I can only stand here and smile and try to act like all this doesnt make me sad. I moarn for a friend that has been in my life over half of it. I am sorry you feel that way about me and saddened that we can not let the pain go. Maybe someday buty not today and not anytime soon. So good luck and be happy.
So for now sulis is in cali looking for her place in the sun.

TIM MCGRAW LYRICS

"A Place In The Sun"

Long ago, far away
I felt your lovin’ glow upon my face
Was it a dream or just a promise made
What is my destiny

Someday I’ll find a way to shine
Leave all these rainy days behind
I know there’s got to be
Some place warm and bright for me
I’m running out of places I can run
Looking for a place in the sun

Darkness hangs overhead
Close to the point where angels fear to tread
I close my eyes and think of you instead
And pray you’ll be here soon

Someday I’ll find a way to shine
Leave all these rainy days behind
I know there’s got to be
Some place warm and bright for me
I’m running out of places I can run
Looking for a place in the sun

Sometimes it feels like this whole world’s against me
And every beaten path
Is just another winding road that tempts me
Far from you and all that’s true
I’ve got to find my way again

Someday I’ll find a way to shine
Leave all these rainy days behind
I know there’s got to be
Some place warm and bright for me
I’m running out of places I can run
Looking for a place in the sun

Yeah I’m running out of places I can run
Looking for a place in the sun
Oh, won’t you shine down on me Sunshine?
love and kisses sulis

posted by digitalsulis @ 9:34 AM