Life With Sulis

Alone:Have you ever felt so alone that you feel as if your the only person who understands how fucked up the world is? Even in a crowd, even with all my friends around me, I still feel somehow alone. I have been happier and sadder in the last 6 months then I have ever been in my entire life. I know I have finally found the direction my life needs to go in, but life doesn't always work the way you want it to. I have so many emotions and thoughts that sometimes it feels like I am gonna drown in them. All I want in this world is to be loved by the man I love and not be afraid of being hurt. To feel his love so strongly that I have no doubts about the words he says, his actions, or where he is. Am I asking to much to want something this pure? I know I have felt it before, can I feel it again? This time will it stay? Or will it fade like the memory of a beautiful dream? I look to the heavens for help will it come it time? I can only hope and light my candle and pray for the strength to get through this. enough for now. sulis

posted by digitalsulis @ 9:17 AM