Life With Sulis

Time to say Good bye: I have been dreading this day for awhile now. Tomorrow Wednesday May 14, 2003 Digi and I will be moving out of our apartment. The home we have shared for the last year and a half. by the beginning of next week I will be in Phoenix. In time to see my beautiful little girl turn 12. She is so excited I can't help but be excited with her. But that excitement comes at a cost. I have to leave something very important to me. My chest hurts, my stomach is sore. I know I am doing the right things for the right reasons but it doesn't make it hurt any less. It doesn't make me any less afraid. All I want is my family back together. All I want is for things to be right. Texas is my home now. My heart is here even if my body never returns. I don't know how I am going to make it through this time. Please keep my family and me in yoiur thoughts and prayers. I try not to ask that of people but I feel I need all the help divine or otherwise I can get. I will keep you all updates as to what is happening. Thank you to everyone who has given me their support over the last coupole of years. You have no idea how much that means to me. And to that person who is busy right now Thank you for making me feel special. I really needed that. I still don't feel worthy of calling for nothing. But maybe I will work up the courage. I fought with myself about it all weekend. I am sure over the next couple of weeks you will be helping me out weather you realize you helped or not. Sometimes all it takes is to know you are there. To know what you would say. So thank you once again, Sir.

posted by digitalsulis @ 7:28 AM