Life With Sulis

10 things you know about me: Well one of my friends had this cute survey on his site and it made me start to wonder how you all see me. I know I am soooooo opening myself up to be kicked here. But hey curiosity killed the cat and this little pussy is seeing how many lives she can take out. If you are a member feel free to post your answer for everyone to see. If your not well feel free to send them to me and tell me if you want me to keep it private or post if for you. My email is liltexan81@hotmail.com. So here goes.

1. How did I meet you? Was it online/real life

2. Have you ever spent time with me in real life? How much?

3. Describe me in 4 adjectives.

4. If you and I could go do something together what would it be? Be Descriptive I like lots of details

5. You bought me something that you just know I am going to love describe it to me.

6. If you can change something about me what would it be?

7.There is a song out there who lyrics perfectly say what you have always wanted to say to me what song is it and who sings it?

8. If i couild know anything about you what should i know?

9. What have you always wanted me to know or wanted to say to me?

10.If you could see into my future where do you see me. next month? next year? 5 years from now? 10 year from now?

well have fun and i hope to see some answers. remember even if you are a member you can always asnwer me in private. I realize some of these things are a little personal.

ps. i may be out of communications for a couple of weeks at the most. I have audblogs so i will be checking in just in a different way. I will also try to check in wheenver i get around a computer. Wish me luck. You know my sorry ass needs it. Oh and Soul thanks for reminding me to relax and enjoy things. That girl said it perfectly just the way it sounds in my head when I want to tell people off. I'm cute,I have big tits,I'm funny and well-read,I'm a good writer,a good friend,i give great fucking head,I'm loyal and real,I have a pierced clit for fuck's sake! I'm quite sure I can get other dudes... check out the whole letter hereAll i have to do is look in front of me to realize I have been wasting alot of time worrying about something I should have turned my back on completly long ago. For the past few years I have been afraid to listen to my heart. because the last time I went against my gut feelings I got kicked in the ass, and rolled for everything I hold dear. That just was not going to happen again. So a huge wall got put up. Only sainthood kept my friends around. I was a bitch and I am sorry. I didn't want to let anyone else hurt me. In the words of my favorite sexy cowboy Garth Brooks.

"Standing Outside The Fire"

We call them cool
Those hearts that have no scars to show
The ones that never do let go
And risk the tables being turned

We call them fools
Who have to dance within the flame
Who chance the sorrow and the shame
That always comes with getting burned

But you've got to be tough when consumed by desire
'Cause it's not enough just to stand outside the fire

We call them strong
Those who can face this world alone
Who seem to get by on their own
Those who will never take the fall

We call them weak
Who are unable to resist
The slightest chance love might exist
And for that forsake it all

They're so hell-bent on giving ,walking a wire
Convinced it's not living if you stand outside the fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire

There's this love that is burning
Deep in my soul
Constantly yearning to get out of control
Wanting to fly higher and higher
I can't abide
Standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire
Standing outside the fire
Life is not tried, it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire

I'm done with mearly surviving, this life is not a life without those people who make me burn inside. I am damn sure I am playing with fire. I don't know where I am going or how I am going to make this work. But here I come Phoenix. Sulis is jumping back into the fire!

posted by digitalsulis @ 8:38 PM