Life With Sulis

Had an interesting and very tense night last night. I admitted to something that has been an issue for me for amost 8 years. And I admitted it to the person themselves. If you really know me and know for whom I am talking about this is a huge thing. For years the fear was so strong I could not bring myself to talk without faltering. That fear although still there has changed a lot over the years. It has grown to respect. While I don't always agree with everything this person does and says I respect the positions and convictions they display.

I told him things last night that quite possibly only he and Digi know about me. Some of it for obvious reasons only he does. Thank you. Even though I was very embarrassed by what I said to you, It felt good at the same time. It felt really good to see you smile at me and to know that for some odd reason that night I held your attention for so long. I woke up this morning at 6 yes only 2 hours after I last spoke to you. I felt more alive and more happy then I have been in a long time. Thanks for reminding me what makes me tick.

posted by digitalsulis @ 7:10 AM