Life With Sulis

TGIF or some such bull: Today really went crappy. My stress level is so high. I just can't deal with people. Oh did I tell you I work in the service industry. Having a bad day is not allowed. I want to hide under a fucking rock and die sometimes. I hate fighting with people and I have come to the end of my patience. I have tried to be patient and understanding and tried to do what I thought was best for everyone but the more I think about it the more I need to say fuck it and just do what I need to do and protect those I can from the fallout.

This song came on and it made me realize some things. Sometimes love just isn't enough.

Jimmy Wayne - Stay Gone

I found piece of mind, I'm feeling good again.
I'm on the other side,
Back among the living.
Ain't a cloud in the sky,
All my tears have been cried,
And I can finally say:
Baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
In God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

I still love you, and I will forever
We can't hide the truth,
We know each other better.
When we try to make it work,
We both end up hurt.
And it ain't supposed to be that way.

So baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
In God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

When you try to make it work,
We both end up hurt.
Love ain't supposed to be that way.

So baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
No, in God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

posted by digitalsulis @ 9:15 PM