Keep Telling Yourself and Someday You May Just Believe it: I keep trying to tell myself I am stronger then all this. That I can get through all this. That everything is eventually going to work out. How can in not. I believe in the basic good of human beings. Adults can work anything out given time and patience. But my patience is wearing thin. My hope is running dry. I look in all directions and don't see a safe or happy harbor. Maybe its just me maybe I expect too much. Maybe I want too much. I'm the princess dammit. Fall to your knees and adore me. Take care of me. Be my knight in shining white armor. Maybe I look for faults too much. There are directions I can go but none seem right. The direction I want to go seems like a lesson in futitlity. Everything I want but so much that I don't. I don't want to live with anger and pain anymore. I don't want to allows be sad or upset. I don't want to feel like I am an embarrassment or a sorce of iritation to the one that I love. I don't ever want to feel like I am second. Why can't I just accept and stop fighting for more. Because I know there are higher dreams and a better life out there and I can't settle for less then that. I have been through too much to turn back now. I walked away to find myself what I found made me sad. But it gave me stregth to become the women I was supposed to be. I don't want to go back to that girl I have turned into. It's time to let go.
To the past goodbye. To the future......the princess is calling ;-p No where did I see that frog (wanders out into the garden)
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"Jessica Andrews
There's More To Me Then You
I spent years and all of this time
Thinking I was better off cause you were mine
You always said it was your way or the highway
So I'm shiftin' my life into drive
I'm getting out,kissin' the past goodbye
Like Toby said,'How Do You Like Me Know?'
This conversation has run dry
And I keep telling myself
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you
I'm not sayin' I'm battered and bruised
But I might as well be with the words you use
I believe in myself and that makes me stronger
Things change,so have I
I'm gonna make hay while the sun still shines
You can clip my wings,I'm still gonna fly
I'm on my own and I'm on my way
And keep telling myself
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you
There was always something that meant more to you them me
And I'm just sorry it's taken this for you to see
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you"
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