Sunday, April 08, 2001

Feeling better: Well I am feeling better physically and mentally now. I finally figured out what was bringing me down and figured out a way to fix that problem. Its a little complex and thier are alot of variable that need to be worked out but I am going to see Tal about it on Monday.;) Been spending most of my day working, working, and working and trying to find out more ways to make more money. This salery thing sucks. salery=no dif + not OT =poor sulis. But I am working on it.

My daughter has brought the coven back together, not that it was ever truly apart but sometimes life has other plans for our time. We found a couple of really cool occult supply stores in town. My daughter got her first tarot deck, and I loned her my tarot book to read. She is really interested in what real witches are. She just noticed that Kat, PoMa and I have the same ring and earings and now she wants one. Hard to explain its not that easy. Even Tal doesn't completely understand the bond there. The three of us have seen eachother at our best and our worst and everything in between, We have loved and fought togther. btw I miss you Poma, you don't visit enough. I am glad everything is working out for you otherwise. kat is doing good at school and volunteering here and there. She keeps me company and we have fun with the kids. I really missed her alot over the last couple of years. Now that she is taking one less class I finally get to see her more then once every 3 months. Thank god for poor planning on the side of her college. And of course for TnT for paying the bills so she can come play with me instead of having to go to work.

frustrated with finding a job. Everything is either way beneath me and paying like 10-12 bucks an hour or above me. So I am trying to study how to make applications like shopping carts and studying j++, C++, Java and Cisco. Gonna take a couple of more classes so I can finalize my bachelors. Damn it takes forever when you dont have time to devote full time to studying. found a really cool site for freelance work. Check it out put in a bid what do you have to lose.

Sif baby, try to remember that you ARE strong enough to let go of that pain. We all know that you love her(and no I am not refering to the little girl). I know the pain you feel and you CAN get past it. You have let it go for a moment before, you can do it again. I miss seeing you. I haven't pushed it because you have seemed so busy with the new place and new job. Hope both are working out well. Please give me a call you know the number if not emial me I will send it back to you. Miss ya, maybe its time to put the amulet back where I got it, (you know I never ment to break it. I was just testing your resolve.) I think I could do that know, not so clouded with other crap in my head.

Kd and Sir message me or something I lost your phone number and emial address when I had to reinstall the O/s been thinking about you guys alot lately. Hope everything is ok. Hope you are having better luck then I finding a new job.

D_z hang in there, its only a dry spell. You will find something that will work for you. You are way to bright of a man to miss. Go ahead and lean on me, God know I have leaned on you many a time. I wont break I promise. **smiles**

Ochre, man I am sooo sorry I have just been soo busy during the day. God I feel like shit. Everytime I think to give ya a call its beyond the allowed time slot. I am sooo sorry about what happened with Glastig. You are soulmates it will come back to you. Believe that with everything you have. Nothing you can do can keep true soulmates apart. Like I tell everyone not time or distance can keep true love from florishing. IF it is ment to be then it shall be. You two know in your hearts that you are soul mate now is just not the right time for the two of you. But you will eventually be together. So mote it be!

BabyD thanks for the hookup. Getting my stuff all neat on the server was sweet of you two. Now can you find me a burner(scsi ok so I am aksing a little much sue me)I can afford.

the house over at girl2 Glad that your Larp went so well. Would have loved to be there. Got to love the little riveralry going on between your two characters kimi and tats wonder where that comes from (hehehe)hope you are all feeling better. In case you didnt get my email Happy Anniversary Soul and Kimi congratulations, and thanks for sharing your life with us. Congrat on the new fishys wouldnt that make you a grandma though kimi? When do we get to see a pic of them? Soul, I wouldnt mind finding one of your old palm tops in my mailbox.(ok I am wishful thinking sue me he has 7 of them. or something like that)

That reminds me if anyone has computer equipment (working) 333 or better which you want to get rid of for low cost of no cost(we can figure out something in trade) email me and we will talk.

Started my diet and exercise plan this week. Trying to stick to it, Its been a long time since I have watched my diet and exercised on a regular basis and it shows. I am finally ready to change that. Wish me luck.

well i guess that is enough for now. I am sure there is more and if i forgot someone its not intentional I am just scatter brained right now, I know I know nothing unusual there. so Love and kisses sulis