I am reposting the following post because there is some confusion as to why I asked that KD remove her early post from this list and repost it on the chopping block. I have in the past asked others to remove thier comments from this list if they where attacking in any way. You may most definetly state your opinion but when you start using you and they I do not wish to have this list involved. My own opinion and feelings on the subject aside, KD your comment needed to be said and I value your input on this list. Please continue to contribute but please keep all personal attacks to the chopping block which was set up for such purposes.
Welcome: seems that our little family has been steadily growing, welcome to all you new people who are just now joining the team. Just wanted to explain the everyone the basics rules here. there are only a few rules but they must be followed:
No real names: for safety reasons please do not use real info on the list like phone numbers, names, or addresses feel free to share among yourself by emial but not in public please.
No personal attacks: Play nice or leave PERIOD!!
Keep it on the blog: For those of you who know me personally or know someone on the list keep the post on the list please do not fight or bring up any bad comments or problems with any posts made to list. The list was made so people can feel free to post thier minds without fear of being attacked for their feelings.
If you feel like you can't honor the rules email me and I will be happy to remove you from the team.
For those of you who are just joining please send me the address of your blog, a picture some info about you and your home page. thanks kisses and all that
Hi guys, I know i know its been forever since i posted but I needed some time to deal with recent events. There are still lots and lots of changes ahead but I think I can get through them with the help of friends and family. I want all of you to know that you have been great and even if I havent told you how much I appreciate everything yo'all do for me I do truly truly apreciate it. I once thought I was all grown up but in the last few weeks I realized I wasnt as grown up as I thought I was. Growth has always been a slow and painful thing for me but I am growing. I dont have a choice. I am responsible for my own decisions and must deal with those consiqences. I am truly sorry for anyone who I have hurt along the way. I really never ment to hurt anyone. But as Soulhuntre once said and man am i paraphrasing because unlike Soul I dont have a complete archive of everything that has passed my computer. Good intentions do not negate your responsiblity for your bad decisions. I believe he used the analogy that kimi knew that he liked to have a coke at a certain time every day and so kimi trying to please him set an open coke on his desk so it would be ready for him when he wanted it. But because she had not thought clearly about where she put the coke, Soul spilled it when he threw his paperwork on his desk as he walked in the room. (Kimi I was just using you as an example because he did it prolly never happened because we all know you would never make a rookie mistake)
Anyways, I have a whole lot of stuff to put up because I have been doing a lot of thinking about a lot of things including my goals and wants and desires. I have learned alot about what makes me tick lately. I'm starting to remember who it is I am, and that is a very nice feeling. I havent had much time for friends lately and I hope none of you feel like I am ignoring you because believe me I am ignoring noone. I am just spending my time working on the core situations of my life. Its a do or die situation and other peoples lives hang in the balance. I want to make the right decisions. Some are really hard to make. Do you go with your heart or your head. well enough for now I have tons to do love and kisses sulis
