Thursday, April 05, 2001

I have known for years one need not be alone to be lonely. It means you don't have someone in your life who you feel completely at ease with. Someone you can talk to about EVERY facet of your life. Since you are into a new phase, it is not surprising Sulis. You need to find the person you can be completely open with. A friend who wont judge in any way no matter how weird. Oh and purity is a farce.. But if you tell him just what you want, really , really, and trust. Love means forgiving the falling short.

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Tuesday, April 03, 2001

Alone:Have you ever felt so alone that you feel as if your the only person who understands how fucked up the world is? Even in a crowd, even with all my friends around me, I still feel somehow alone. I have been happier and sadder in the last 6 months then I have ever been in my entire life. I know I have finally found the direction my life needs to go in, but life doesn't always work the way you want it to. I have so many emotions and thoughts that sometimes it feels like I am gonna drown in them. All I want in this world is to be loved by the man I love and not be afraid of being hurt. To feel his love so strongly that I have no doubts about the words he says, his actions, or where he is. Am I asking to much to want something this pure? I know I have felt it before, can I feel it again? This time will it stay? Or will it fade like the memory of a beautiful dream? I look to the heavens for help will it come it time? I can only hope and light my candle and pray for the strength to get through this. enough for now. sulis

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