Life With Sulis

I just wanted to say welcome to the new people and welcome back to the those who had drifted away for a bit. Glad to see you all alive and well. I don't know if I ever told you how much you all mean to me. You help me to maintain my sanity. Keep my grounded and looking forward. Help me to see that no matter how tuff things get I CAN and WILL get through it.Each of you have contributed something to my life. Helped me to see some subject in a different light. FOr each of you the subject was a little different. That is what I cherish the most about all of you is that you are all so different. When I deal with some of you I feel like a small child struggling for approval. With others I feel like a mother dealing with her lost children. Others just a very close friend who knows what I am going through. But all of you contribute to who I am. Over the last ....(omg has it been almost 7 years now? Damn, most of you I have considered friends longer then most of my R/l friends.) several years, I have shared so much of my life and you all have shared so much of yourselves. I truly feel lost and alone when I don't get a chance to touch bases with all of you. I guess this whole September 11th thing has made count my blessings and really want to bring my little online family closer to my heart. I just wanted you guys to know that even if I don't say it that I really aprecaite everything you guys do for me. From the little things like listening to me bitch. To the big things like reminding me that I can survive anything set in my way.
love ya, sulis

posted by digitalsulis @ 11:22 PM 0 comments

9/11-The Aftermath:
Last night we stayed up until after midnight watching one or two of the 1000 of 9/11 shows on right now. I was amazed at how New York and not just the world trade area was almost ground to a halt. Had the retaining walls not been held up and protected during all the excavation they would have lost the PATH. Scary, Thinking how many people such a small thing could affect. That made me think that maybe, instead of feeling sadness on this day of rememberance we should remember how small things can affect many. Those people who died that day died as heros. They United a nation probably even stronger then we have ever been united before even during high patriatism times. People who felt lost and disallusioned with our government suddenly felt a strong pride to be American. People started caring about their neighbors. Families started realizeing that our time together can be all to short and tightened the bonds of blood. People realized that although things are not perfect here they would rather be here then anywhere else.

I have more to say about this but It will have to wait till after work. luv ya sulis

posted by digitalsulis @ 6:54 AM 0 comments

Link

Not a great thing to search for. did not have much time. all I saw.

posted by Anonymous @ 7:31 AM 0 comments

Tiree i Wouldn't erase it for the world. If someone can't take a joke FUCK EM. I am so sick of people with too much time on their hands bitching and complaining about stupid shit. Live and Let live damn it. Unless someone is activiely in your face or physically hurting you leave them alone to do their thing. My little town is having one of those little can't mind my their own business issues right now. It is killing me to bite my tongue about it. Seems a little adult bookstore on the very edge of town is getting harrassed out of business. I say harrassed because everyone and their brother is nitpicking them out of existance. Seems not only do I live in a state that still does not allow dildos I also live in a state that thinks its OK to prevent people from engaging in lawful business. The company only in operation for a few days has been continually inspected, bad mouthed in the press, and has even been taken to court for one simple reason. The people of this town. Or rather the outspoken people of this town feel that everyone should live by thier moral code. As they see it only druggies, prostitutes and other low lifes would go to an adult book store. So the millions of normal (by thier standards) married couples who buy toys or movies or frequent adult books stores don't exist in thier minds. Why are people so damn intolorant? It's annoying and against the very core of what it means to be American. If I want to read erotic fiction or watch lesbian porn who are you to tell me different? Did I miss something when it became OK to squash another American dream? If anyone knows of where I can find factual information on adult oriented business statistics I would really love an email. liltexan81@hotmail.com talk to yall later luv ya sulis

posted by digitalsulis @ 7:01 AM 0 comments

HEY~

I live. ;).

Glad to see you do too. yah its cool to add it. but wait.. I will be making a page at some point in the near future.

Have a Good one!

posted by Anonymous @ 7:46 AM 0 comments