one last thing if you get a chance read Soulhuntre's latest blog. And ask yourself what kinda person are you? Are you that good?
.....
While the kinder ideals may be beyond me the harsh and simple ones that have always been clear to me are well within my grasp.
Honor
Devotion
Discipline
Strength
These I understand. Love I feel as well deeply, but I don't claim it's understanding. Grand dreams I also hold, though they are far from gentle ones.
.....
but I can use my power to create a place where someone else might dream those dreams.
Maybe I do that.
I hope I do.
...because I know a couple of girls who are special like that, and they are counting on me being at least half the man I think I am.........
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Life With Sulis
Friday, March 01, 2002
please bare with the changes that occur on this blog for the next few weeks. You may notice that I took a few names off the friends and family list not because they are no longer friends or family but because they either are dead or havent been updated in almost a year. If you are one of the team mates please contact me asap if you have a new address for your blogger. We will probably be going to a cgi or more forum based setup eventually so people can post pics and other things. Everyone will be emailed when the change is about to happen.
ok here is the new for the day. Next week I may not be on for a couple of days because I have to go in for a tuneup. Seems my Kidney is still not functioning normally and they need to get it straightened out. Hopefully this will be the end of pain thing. For those of you who do not know. Digital had to have me admitted to the hospital on December 22, 2001 becuase I was in so much pain I was starting to hyperventilated. They pumped my butt so full of morphine I don't remember anything till he took me home. While I was enjoying my stay at the hospital they took me into the operating room and took out a piece of calcium out of my right kidney and put this neat little piece of metal called a stint in place half in and half out of my kidney. This stint is iritating my kidney and bladder so bad that it is hard to walk or sit in one place for any length of time. but without it my kidney and ureter spasms so bad that it shuts off. which leads to a very sick sulis until my other kidney gets the hint and kicks into overdrive. So far this has not happened. So Texas has deemed my disabled and as such is having a specialist go in to fix the issue. Can't wait. Haven't been able to work out in over a month. After all that gets taken care of I will be making a mad dash to Phoenix to pick up my little one and some stuff. Will be glad to have him back I miss him something terrible. Just got a contract to do 2 websites so I am pretty happy and pretty busy. Working from home for the time being so as soon as they get my dsl up and running which will be sometime next week (they keep saying this but it is still not here ---nudges Digital and the 2nd in command) You should see me on cam. I will be posting more about how its gonna work. For now I just want everyone to know ahead of time that because my children are at home from time to time the cam may be off or switched away from certain views during their waking hours. They are children and need to live their lives free of outside intrusion as much as possible. I choose to allow yall to examine my life more for my own selfish reasons. It allows me to step outside of myself and see if what I am doing is makeing sense. Sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn't. Yall help me to remember what I need to do and remind myself to work at being a better person. So thanks to those of you who have hung around and helped me out through this last difficult year. I really appreciate everything you have all done. Tomorrow is full of promise and I am happy for the most part now. All of this may change at any morment but such is life. For those of you who may not know you may see someone new on my cam when it is up. His name is Digital and I am sure you will learn more about him as time goes on. He is a little shy right now (which is why I am gonna try to keep the cameras a little camphlaged so he forgets they are there) but he is willing to deal with it for me. Digital bought the domain name for me tonight so now we just got to get everything up and running. and thats about it.
kimi did an awsome show tonight.. look for the archives soon on www.girl2.com If your not a member you should be. You never know when your gonna miss something really cool. just for a quick taste check out how hot kimi looked here.
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