Saturday, February 15, 2003

Oh quick update. Got Flowers from a cool man who made me feel really special. He knows me too well. They where beautiful thank you. He is one of the few who can call me J and get away with it. You will get through this you know she will eventualy come around or she will leave either way you know where you stand. I am here for you. Got a new tongue ring a 6 guage it looks beautiful and only aches a little. only because i am not used to how heavy it is. My poor tongue feels like i have been licking p**sy for hours. if only that was the reason it hurts. kidding. Haven't really been in that kind of mood for sometime now. Been content to just be me for right now. Other people just seem to take too much energy to deal with. Need it for other things. Besides you would be surprised with what you can do with a good quality wax candle. ((hehehehe kidding well maybe i am ) The boys are doing ok. trying to stay out of trouble. I have been walking 2 miles a day look out summer sulis is going to be on the loose and half clothed. (love it when its legal to go outside half naked. If i want to drive 45 minutes north i can even go outside naked. woohoo. Texas' answer to sandy hook.Should be fun. HOpefully i can keep it up. The scary thing is my daughter can almost share clothes with me. I can already wear her skirts. can't quiet button her pants. but I am getting there. ITs been a long rode but it looks like i am finally getting there.
kisses again. and cowboyget your butt down here. I forgot just how cute your sorry redneck butt was, and bring that ole lady of yours too. We will all go out and have a little fun.

happy girl.

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Friends, lovers, and enemies:
This song is for babyd. For all those times when you stood beside me even when you stood to gain nothing by it. Thank you for everything, I can never repay you for it. (smirk not even with a thousand steamy nights j/k) You are the only human on this Earth who has never let me down and never hurt me. (Ok you hurt me once but it was a misunderstanding and not something you did on purpose.) I wish you happiness and all the love in the world.

Soundtrack : waiting to exhale (1995)
* Count on me through thick and thin
A friendship that will never end
When you are weak, I will be strong
Helping you to carry on
Call on me, I will be there
Don't be afraid
Please believe me when I say
Count on (you can count me)
I can see it's hurting you
I can feel the pain
It' hard to see the sunshine
Through the rain, oh
I know sometimes it seems as if
It's never gonna end
But you'll get through it
Just don't give in 'cause you can
(Repeat *)

I know sometimes it seems as if
We're standing all alone
But we'll get through it
Cause love won't let us fall
(Repeat *)

There's a place inside of all of us
Where our faith in love beguns
You should reach to find the truth in love
The answers there within, oh
I know that life can make you feel
It's much harder than it really is
But we'll get through it
Just don't give in
(Repeat *)

Valentines made me realize that I have really not finished evalutating my lists and changing my lifestyle its time and it has been time for a long time. I need to get it going and get it done. As tal is always clean your own porch. Well that is what I am busy working on. So if you don't see me online much for a bit that is where I am. Anyone who needs to should know my phone number so call if you need anything. Happy Valentines too everybody. Be good to your friends, sweet to your lovers, and even sweeter to your enemies. they wont know what hit them.

kisses. sulis

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