Saturday, May 11, 2002

Neo Nazis and jews:
Digi was surfing Ifilm.com and came across this film that really went along with what i was saying. Talk about being confused about who one is racially, religiously etc. Check out the trailers and clips here. What is it that defines who we are? Do we define it? Does the religion of our Mother define it? The race of our father? The place we where born or grew up?
I would like to say I know who I am. But honestly I do not. I am still searching to find exactly where I fit in this world. What my part to play is. My glaconda has not been achieved. I don't even know what I want. Sometimes I think I do and sometimes I question even my basic beliefs.

Thursday, May 09, 2002

White Supremecy!:
While looking for an answer to: 'Does Verizon DSL use PPPoE protocol on the new iMac with OS X?'
I came across an article about white supremcy. Now I haven't read the article all the way. I still have stuff to do but before I forget what i was thinking I need to say this. Explain to me why? Almost all races have a driving force like black power or latino pride. (not the right term but i cant come up with it off the top of my head) The whites have White supremecy(aka the KKK or Arian Brotherhood) Why is it that while ever other racial group tries to elevate their people by encouraging them to become forthright citizens in their community, go to college, Get good jobs, own houses and businesses. That we as white get to see inbred jed (i know i am gonna get flammed for this one) talking about how much better whites are and yet he has never passed the 8th grade speaks almost wholely about hatred and fear. I grew up around this. Family members teaching the babies to say kill niggers. Mistrust and hatred of people of different faiths and hispanics. Its funny beacuse if you look at me you would almost always at first glance assume that I am hispanic. My Big Dark brown eyes and tan skin and wavy auburn hair seem to say that i am in some way hispanic. Poeple come up to me all the time and speak spanish to me assuming that I should understand. I am not hispanic. And i have had people cuss at me for saying that. Thinking that I am ashamed of who I am. I am not! I am simply not hispanic. My coloring aside.... I sometimes find it almost embarrassing to be white. I mean alot of my race spread hatred and discontent. My ancestors (i am mostly german and irish) followed an insane man and killed millions if not billions of people for no good reason other then fear and a misguided sense of superiority. Or they are killing eachother still because of political or religious beliefs.
I want to see (and I hope someone shows me one is out there) A true white supremist movement that I can get behind. One that trains our children to be proper members of society, helps to feed and cloth our poor and educate all of us. Help eachother to reach goals of owning homes, or business. Give people a chance to raise healthy happy children that are proud of who they are without fearing others or hating someone because they dont know them. If we could learn to help eachother to do these things then and only then could the White Race truelly consider itself SUPREME!
I am sorry this is so disjointed and I am sure alot of it does not make much sense to you. I will try to clear it up later. but i wanted to make sure I got some of it out of my head before I forgot where i was going with this thought.
Until then hugs and kisses sulis

Tech Support:
those of you who chat with me alot in girl2 may have noticed that my nick has lately often been sulistechsup or sulisworking or some variation of that theme. What the deal is I am doing tech support and webdesign consultation from home. Its nice works with my schedule and lets me deal with sick kids when I need to. If you know of any websites for contract work or work from home stuff that is legitimate let me know. Have been spending alot of time working on Kb's website making it look the way he wanted it to look. Or at least a close approximation. Hopefully he will allow us to see it when its complete. I think the main page came out pretty cool. Thanks to a cool script that Digi had made for a gaming site about 2 years ago.
Anyways my cam has been on off and on for about a week now You can see it on yahoo for now till I find my webcam32 software. my nick is sulis70. drop me a note if you want to talk. Hugs and kisses. sulis

Tuesday, May 07, 2002

Both Digi and I got Mage as our WOD persona.

You Are A Mage
Take the World of Darkness Quiz
by David J

Sunday, May 05, 2002

Evil Goddess Returns:
I know I have done alot of these lately but I saw this on Soulhuntre's site and I had to do it just to see what happened. This is my evil plan! Whats your? You can click here to make an evil plan for yourself.
Your objective is simple: Soul Accumulation.

Your motive is a little bit more complex: Mom never loved me

Stage One
To begin your plan, you must first traumatize a pope. This will cause the world to sense a grave disturbance in the force, and everyone will be amazed by your arrival. Who is this evil genius? Where did she come from? And why does she look so good in classic black?

Stage Two
Next, you must desecrate the Pyramids of Giza. This will all be done from a obsidian citadel, a mysterious place of unrivaled dark glory. Upon seeing this, the world will lose their minds, as countless hordes of computer programmers hasten to do your every bidding.


Stage Three
Finally, you must tauntingly wave and perform your arcane rituals, bringing about rivers that run red with blood. Your name shall become synonymous with blood and power, and no man will ever again dare interrupt your sentences. Everyone will bow before your extraordinary charisma, and the world will have no choice but to make you their new god.

Still working on the computer. I am checking in when I can get Digital off his computer long enough. He is addicted to Endless ages. See a previous blog for more information on how to play and come play with us. I should be back up and playing sometime this week. hugs to those I haven't had time to visit with lately. talk again soon. kisses sulis