Saturday, August 23, 2003

My little Cacoon: Maybe its wrong but it feels good. I find myself withdrawing into my own little world. It probably because I feel so crappy, but its nice to have just what is familiar and safe around me. My life seems so much more peaceful when I don't have alot of distractions and interruptions. Not that I don't enjoy my friends. Its just sometimes friends come with issues I just don't want to have to deal with. How much more peaceful life is when you don't have all the extra distractions. I am trying to stay social and not wall myself off but right now I have too many other pains to worry about then to have to worry about my heart.

Stay Home
Self
(Shrek)
I believe in self-assertion
Destiny is like diversion
Now it seems I've got my head on straight

I'm a freak without provision
Seems I've made the right decision
Try to turn back now, it might be too late

And it's off to the morning and back again
Same old day, same situation
The happiness is back as if to say

I wanna stay home today
Don't wanna go out
If anyone comes to play
Gonna get thrown out
I wanna stay home today
Don't want no company
No way
Yeah, yeah, yeah

A simple life's my cup of tea
I don't need nobody but me
What I wouldn't give just to be left alone

I wanna be a millionaire someday
And know what it feels like to give it away
Watch me march to the beat of my own drum

And it's off to the morning and back again
And it's over and over and over again
Same old day, same situation
The happiness is back as if to say

I wanna stay home today
Don't wanna go out
If anyone comes my way
Gonna get thrown out
I wanna stay home today
Don't want no company
No way
Yeah, yeah, yeah

?? rain every day
Everyone would just stay away now
Come another day
Come another day

I wanna stay home today
I wanna stay home today,
I wanna stay home, stay home, stay home, stay h-

I wanna stay home today
Don't wanna go out
If anyone comes to play
Gonna get thrown out
I wanna stay home today
Don't want no company
No way
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I wanna stay home
Don't wanna go out
If anyone comes my way
Gonna get thrown out
I wanna stay home today
Don't want no company
No way
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Thursday, August 21, 2003

Hey I am an Expert! Not!: Well some of you know I do Tech support as a hobby. So I don't lose any of the hard earned skills I learned at school. I have to say I think the greatest thing since video cams and audio chat is msn's remote assistance. Saves me so much time to actual just take over the damn persons computer and do what I need to do and not have to try to explain to them how to do it. Saves sooooooo soooooo many headaches. Its actually more effective with younger men then even the old people. At least the old people listen to you. Plus i love that whenever i tell them anything the screen has this little note next to my name that says EXPERT giggles. I wish. I would not be worrying about money. Talk to yall soon.

sulis

My Birthday:I have recieved several requests on what I want my for my birthday. I have also been asked why I don't have a wish list. I am gonna answer both of those questions right now. Those of you who know my birthday is August 27th. I will be 33 years old this year. Anyway, I dont have a wish list because honestly I dont have a whole lot of stuff that I really want and the stuff that I do want are sooo expensive noone would buy it for me so the list would be kinda just like window shopping becuase I probably wont be buying any of it anytime soon. Too frustrating for my taste. I either have the money or just pretend it doesnt exist. If it doesn't exist then i cant feel bad for not having the money to pay for it.

As for what I want for my birthday. I want peace. Peace of mind. No more fighting anywhere in my realm, and money. SO bottom line here is I have been sick for about 2 weeks, not working. This puts a serious crimp in my cash flow. So now I get to stress for the next couple of weeks till i have all this months bills taken care of. SO if you want to get me anything for my birthday give me a little less stress a little more peace of mind and donate a few buck to the life with sulis fund. Heheh there is even a convient little button with which to do that right here on this page. Any help is always a great birthday present.

But remember I always love homemade cards and cooky stuff like that. I am a sucker for anything someone makes me or buys just because it screamed my name in the store. It shows me you pay attention and you care. Even just remembering to say Happy Birthday is a good thing and more then enough present to me.

Hugs and kisses.

sulis

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

Un-Telligence Report:
TheSpark.com's Un-Telligence Test!: "You have a knack for greatness. For the record,you are:

84% Un-telligent!
which is significantly higher than the current average of 60%



Here is the custom report of your personality that led our team of geeks to conclude (with confidence) that you are resourceful and sly woman:

'The subject shows an astounding level of intelligence, and her sense of observation is one of her best qualities. Considering this, she shows a lot of potential, but that's only part of the equation.

'Also, as much as we hate violence, an occasional mauling is one way to solve day-to-day problems like unpleasant coworkers or pesky door-to-door salesmen; she just isn't tough enough, sir, and she avoids any solution that involves violence.

'Finally, the subject displayed a healthy (better than most net freaks anyway) sense of humor, a fair and productive sense of morality, and a hot shot self-confidence. The balance of these three traits is important; high levels of confidence, medium levels of morality, and a good level of humor make for the strongest individuals.'

Final Score: 84% Un-telligent "