Friday, April 05, 2002

Feeling good and loving life:
Well had the surgery and it went pretty well. they had to take my hood ring out. but Digital put it back in for me. Felt naked without it on. Feel tons better. NO pain yeah yeah yeah!!!!! Really tired and have had the stomach flu but I can deal with that better then the stabbing pain. Feeling a whole lot better today. Been keeping busy. Got to see an awsome show over at girl2.com. The girls took some cute pics of themselves in their panties. really cute. Digital bought me a new computer. My old one is getting too slow to run everything I am using now. Been doing alot of Poser and Bryce stuff. Sometime when i think they look half way presentable I will post some for yall to see. Well i have a ton of things to do today. kisses and hugs and thanks to everyone who wished me well. luv ya sulis

Wednesday, April 03, 2002

i'm home!!!

Monday, April 01, 2002

Who would think that something so pretty would feel so bad:

Kidney stones:
  • Kidney stones are hard mineral deposits formed in the kidney. They can pass into the urine and larger ones may stick in the ureter.



  • Sorry, I haven't written in awhile I have been really busy and really sick for the last couple of weeks. For those of you who haven't been keeping up Here is the deal:
    when I moved here in December I came her sick as a dog and in excruitating pain. This basically decribes it pretty effectively Lots of morphine and a trip to the ER later I found I have a kidney stone in my Right ureter. Sorta like trying to piss a razor blade. Anyways it was too large to come out on its own so they had to grab it and put a stent in its place to keep my kidney from spasming or swelling shut effectively shutting down my kidney I spent a day in the hospital and went home to recuperate. Everything was fine at first but after about a month I started having severe pain and spasming in my bladder kidney and ureter (the best way I can describe it is having shooting pain in your lower back a really bad side cramp and meanwhile someone is fucking you with a knife.) well it got worse over february so I saw the Dr and he told me to see the texas rehab center to apply for disablity because the pain makes it so I am unable to perform normal everyday function. I did and one month later they approved me to have the stint removed and some followup

    Here is where the fun started I went to the office on tuesday to have the stint remove Its not fun they stick a little camera and a grasping thing up your urethra into your bladder not fun or comfortable (like having the pelvic from hell.)filled my bladder full of very cold water and proceeded to attempt to yank the stint out of my ureter NOT GONNA HAPPEN! :lets just say Digital was in the waiting room which is on the other side of the building and seperated from the room i was in by 3 closed doors He heard me scream when they tried to pull it out. I also unofrtuntly gave the nurse something to remember me by.... I gave her a huge bruise on her arm by grabbing it when he pulled. I was needless to say shaken and crying by this point as he gently tells me to get up and get Digital then proceeds to tell us that he is giving me strong pain meds and a percription for a kub xray We where to go to the pharmacy immediatly get the meds and take one then go directly to the hospital for the xray. Once the xray was taken i was supposed to stay there because they wanted to admit me right away.

    The xray showed that my body had made at least 2 more stones and had completly encased and trapped my stent .... apparently someone needs to tell my kidney its not a freaking oyster. Well I dont have insurnace and the surgery they needed to do would cost close to 14 grand so I went home and reapplied to texas rehab for the new surgery. The lady is a saint and came in on a holiday and got everything done for me and so Next Wednesday at 8am texas time I will be drugged and laying on an surgery room table have a very bright light play space invaders inside my kidney ureter and bladder. When its over I get to spend a couple of fun filled days feeling like I dont ever want to go pee again as these tiny bits of astroids evacuate my body.

    On the bright side They keep me so drugged I dont remember or feel anything. After it heals i can finally start back up on my weight lifting and jogging routine. So i can look good in that bathing suit this summer.

    Been staying real busy working on several websites and getting our apartment the way I like it and looking for a house. So no wasted time Slept on cam the other night. Just an experiment to see how badly it would bug me. It didnt. well I better go I have tons to do.

    miss yall look for a new website comming soon called girl2 stalkers anonomous. I will post the url in here as soon as we get the domain and set the site on the server.