Tuesday, January 17, 2006

So my sister tells me she read my lj and tells her husband OMG my sister is a FREAK!!! And I am sitting there wondering What the hell she is talking about. Then I start reading back at my journal entries and I am all OHHHHH!!! I get it now. I guess I just never think of sex as being freaky. Its such a normal part of adult life I can't look at it as being wierd or freakish. I am by no standards a slut but I have had my share of partners. I am very very picky. I also have trust issues so If you haven't known me for at least a year and I mean REALLY KNOWN me then you don't have a chance in hell. While I have been in a poly relationship I don't like it. I love Poma and Kat and it worked because of that but it was still very hard. I prefer to have relationships with one person at a time. Mainly because i spend alot of time learning about my partner's likes and dislikes. Much easier to do when you have someone who actually tells you. ( smirks at digi)
Also because it takes a lot of energy for me to be in a relationship and I just can't get around the idea of someone cheating on me. Why would i want to make someone else fell like that. Cause as you know Karma is a BITCH!

So i guess what I am saying is no little sister I am not a freak. I am sure you have done all the things I have done in my lifetime. You just don't talk about it. Personally i just feel if you have to hide what you are doing then you must be doing something wrong.

I want to live my life in such a way that I don't have to worry if someone sees me doing something. I am me I do stupid things and very smart things. I am sweet as pie and bitchy sometimes. I can do really nice things and really absolutely mean and horrible things. Just like everyone else. Like me Love me or Kiss my ass.

worried i am not going to figure out this transportation issue with Penny's Wedding. God I hate jobs. They always screw things up. hehehe.

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