Life With Sulis

My friends would love for you to visit their little game and store. Its a cute game and even cuter clothes.

posted by digitalsulis @ 12:49 AM 0 comments

There’s a high frequency stress in your life now that may be difficult to pin down to a single source. It’s like radio stations everywhere are playing talk show that you’d rather not hear, but there are neither stations to be changed nor radios to turn off. You’re just going to have to work with the distractions now. It’s only temporary.

Man this thing is so true its scary. Send me an email and I will send you a link to try this out for free and see if this thing works as well for you as it seems to be doing with me.

Quick thanks to the little girl who is having troubles out there. Hang in there. Things will work out. And thanks for the donation it was perfect at the perfect time.

On a different note. I was thinking that I was going to be able to rescue all my stuff out of my storage unit. It is looking more and more like that might not happen. This really sucks because almost everything I own is in that storage unit. couches, end tables, 4 beds. microwaves, tv's, computers, books, toys, clothes, sewing machines, and the worst part a 500 table and chair set. I have had this storage unit for 3 years and its always been paid. I get here and finally need to use it and I can't pay it off. I ended up having an unexpected housing expenses due to some complications with a client.

Digi good luck on your interview. You know you know your shit. I have all the faith in the world you will succeed.

While everything is not going as planned. I am working on getting everything taken care of. Things are working out. Frustrating as it is. Be nicer if Things where not so up in the air about everything. Thanks Soul for the pep talk. Your right sometimes you just got to take it in the ass to do what you know is right.

posted by digitalsulis @ 2:16 PM 0 comments

Ok last night sucked. Car broke down. Got in an arguement. Not a happy camper. Slept some feeling better. Went through in my mind and thought about what I did wrong and what I did right. Thought about what was said to me and how some of it is right. I like my life. Up until the last few months, I have been fairly happy with my life( the problems where for reasons of distance and not particularly my life) I had a normal for the most part life with the exception of being away from some of the people I hold dear to me. I had a really good home life. Working, helping at the school, church, kids organizations, bingo, and even softball. I was living the american dream I had a decent home that was for the most part almost always happy. Things where looking up and they still are. Debt is declining and work is increasing. But I was missing something. So i made the 1000 mile trip to Arizona to find it. What i found wasn't what I thought I would find. I found that what i was missing was a dream of what should have been. Not what is. I found that inside I am happy with who I am. Even if people misunderstand and misinterpret me I know that at least in some peoples life I make a difference. It may just be a baby I hold in a hospital, or a friend I talk through a down time. They may be losers but they make a difference to me. Those losers where there for me when everyone else turned their back on me. They brought me out of a point where death seemed a brighter option then living. I can't ever repay them for that. I guess I am not the right one. I have made alot of mistakes and I am sure I will make many many more but I know inside I am a good person. I like who I am inside. That is all that matters. I can't change who I am fundamentally just as i would never want those I love to change who they are fundamentally. But i know I am right for someone. Everyone is right for someone. Here is to hoping that everyone finds that someone who is right for them. Someone is gonna love me for who and what I am.

posted by digitalsulis @ 11:28 PM 0 comments