Saturday, May 19, 2001

I decided to delete and save a recent post ment only as a document of the past and to show of heartfelt admiration for someone going through a life searching process. My words caused problems I did not forsee as happening. Please understand that they where unintentional and I hope in the end will not be the cause of you ever having to sensor your thoughts any more then you already do. Tats I am very happy that your grandmother is feeling better. We had her and you in our thoughts all day. Please accept my apolgy for starting your day off wrong yesterday. You have always been so supportive of me and I do appreciate it. Tal sometime wanting things just means you want things nothing more. Sometimes I just need familiar items around me. Well i am off to a class today. Wont be home to get in anymore trouble till this afternoon. Hope everyone is happy and healthy. love sulis

Wednesday, May 16, 2001

hey in case i forgot to say it happy birthday Dark Sir. Nice to see the two of you active again. We all missed you guys. Hope the continued contact means that you guys are having some good luck out there in tuscon. hugs and kisses to your family

Game of Satan - Roleplaying games are satan worshipping this is mainly for Soul but i found it so god damn funny i had to share it with all of you.

Tuesday, May 15, 2001

Stretches of time: It has been brought to my attention many many many times by many people that I have a habit of forgetting to call, write, emial, whatever. I want to set the story straight right now. To all the people that matter, and you know who you are, you guys are always on my mind. I think about my friends and family all the time. Just seems that the time I think about each person is not a good time to be calling that person. As for writting, I often sit down to do it but end up getting frustrated because i can not write what I really want to say. Know this all of you who I have accepted into my little family, no matter how distant, no matter what the situation, I am always here for you guys. I will do whatever is within my power to keep my family safe and happy. Please accept my apoligy for not maintaining contact for it is not that i have forgotten or that I dont care. It is simply that time slips away from me. lately things have been so busy i dont know what i am doing anymore. Wish me all luck with the job search. kd and DS it was good to hear from you again. And yes we all still read the blogs we just are too lazy to write any responses.

hugs and kisses sulis