Saturday, March 29, 2003

Deadlines and such: I hate when things go down to the last minute. It has been one of my things to work on to not wait till the last minute to get things done. And I have been doing really well at it lately. Now I have this deadline looming over my head and I am getting nervous. I have to have that med site out of the office by Monday. Boy is this making me nervous. Don't make the deadline, Late Rent, late truck payment, no extra money. Man I wish I could win the lotto. Man dancing is looking more and more enticing. Damn morals. I just got old and fuddy about stuff like that. 10 years ago it was an entirely different story. Now I can not bring myself no matter how much I need the money to do that to myself or the ones I love. Course having people around who don't appreciate the need to do such as thing makes a difference to. I wouldn't want to upset anyone just to make some easy money.

Gues that means Shock Gasp!! I am finally growing up. NO! NO! NO! Well back to work. Miss you babygirl. I love you. Be safe Have fun.
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