Saturday, February 23, 2002

Sometimes the music says it better then I can ever explain in my own words. Trying to let go off the past. Move on. But some hurts are just not easy to shake. I thought we where getting through this in peace. I guess I was wrong. It makes me sad to have the interference when before there was none. The healing may never come now but I will do my best to not take the bait set before me. I just do not wish to fight. In the end what was said doesn't even matter. And to those who are minding business that are not their own (even those who are legally and blood connected to it) Leave it alone. We will figure this out on our own with out your input or your help. We are adults and we will work it out like we have in the past. Just because there is anger there doesn't mean that I want to hurt anyone. I do care and I think that you know that. BTW Happy Birthday Talent. I hope you get what you wish for. As for the song its Linkin Park - In The End:


It starts with one thing/i dontknow why it doesnt even matter how hard you try keep that in mind/i designed this rhyme to explain in due time All i know time is a valuable thing watch it fly by as the pendulum swings watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away its so unreal didn't look out below watch the time go right out the window trying to hold on /but didnt even know wasted it all just to watch it go i kept everything inside and even though i tried/it all fell apart what it meant to me will evetually/ be a memory/of a time when I tried so hard and got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end it doesn't even matter One thing/i don't know why Doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind i designed this rhyme To remind myself How I tried so hard in spite of the way you were mocking me actin like i was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with/ me/I'm surprised it got so (far) Things aren't the way they were before you wouldn't even reconize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though i tried/it all fell apart What it meant to me/will eventually/be a memory/of a time when i Tried so hard and got so far but in the end It doesnt even matter i had to fall to lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter I put my trust in you pushed as far as i can go For all this theres only one thing you should know I put my trust in you pushed as far as i can go For all this theres only one thing you should know I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter i had to fall to lose it all But in the end it doesn't even matter


love ya all miss ya terrible, sulis

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