Saturday, May 04, 2002

Angels and Godesses:
My guess is angel of the death. being that necris means some form of death or dead body. and Ongeliq is a phonetic spelling of anglic. Interesting name. I like it but don't know how much a 10 year old will. but you never know. Congrats on the baby. We probably won't be able to come out for memorial day. We just don't have the time or the money right now. We are saving for a house. You never know we may end up back out there near you guys. Only time will tell. Miss you guys and send some baby pics. I wanna see the little one.

Little girl. We miss you. Glad to hear you are safe and feeling a little better. I do have lots to talk to you about. If you hadn't shown up soon I would have called your mom just to check on you. Be good and call home soon. We love ya. kisses.

Apparently I pissed off the computer goddess by saying that I was the network goddess. My computer which I just got back up has gone crazy. Course its my fault I was trying to figure out how to work a program and was on a warez site.(I know BAD SULIS!) freaking poppups killed my system and I havent been able to get it back up and allowing me to look at files or websites yet. Have to use Digi's computer to have access to the net. It sucks.Worked on it all night and will work on it today but I have a ton of things I need to get done. I have a load of half finished work on my computer I have to get off. I think I may have to buy a new harddrive for this computer. At least the new one is working.

Hope to see yall later this evening. hugs and kisses sulis

Friday, May 03, 2002

Just wanted to let you know i'm here and alive... sorry we haven't talked. I'll call you after my birthday cause i'm in CA right now getting my things again. I'm growing up, and it's scary... but that's life, and i'm beginning to understand what that means. i miss having you around more than ever. imagine... i'm actually pulling my head out of my ass. At least that's where it feels like it's been for the last 5 years. i have a lot of thoughts that we would have an interesting time discussing.. anyways. i'll talk to you soon... and HELLO out there to everyone in TV land!

Thursday, May 02, 2002

Wooohoooo I can FLY!!!!!
Playing a new online beta game called Endless Ages. I get to Fly and shoot things and scavange and trade and all kinds of other things. Digital gave me flying lessons today. I kinda suck at it but hey I am just learning. I am the Queen Frog woman extrodinare. Check me out. Come out and play with me... Its beta so just sign up and come play.






Spent the afternoon at Digi's office helping him get caught up. One of the techs was out sick so they got a little behind. Yesterday, I got to troubleshoot the new Routers the company bought. So know we have our dsl running smooth and hopefully no more snags.

Been having tons of trouble with my computer. Does not want to behave. Almost lost my drive. Need to figure out what is causing it. Spent some time trying to figure out what is wrong with Babyd's ftp. But got it running smooth again. God I forgot how much I hate dos. I am the Goddess of Networks this week.

Been filling out tons of paperwork to get a bachelors. Its about freaking time I got it completed. I finally have most everything settled enough to be able to do it and do good at it. So wish me luck that everything goes smoothly.

Also finally got my bed set up. Had been sleeping on the floor but got that set up tonight. Pretty boy gave us a cool comfy recliner. It was a consolation present cause he stole my kitten. And the the animator gave me a new table. for the livingroom. Its a nice wood one. I think I am gonna put some trim on it and paint it. So it goes with my livingroom. going for the blue and white theme.

Found the house of my dreams but it costs 1400 a month. Which sucks. We used to pay that for the old place but then we where making a whole lot more a month then we are now. So I guess we are just gonna have to wait. I want to find the perfect place and we are still not sure where that is gonna be. There are a lot of factors to consider in decideing exactly which location to look. So right now we are keeping our options open.

Spent a good part of last night and today talking to babyd. He keeps me sane when I get stressed. He and I have been talking about his philosphy on life. He has been trying to get me to relax and enjoy it for a long time. Been thinking about it and he is right. Heard this song right after we talked and it really made me think about how much time I have been spending living and not just worrying all the time.

TOBY KEITH
My List
off the Pull My Chain Cd
(Tim James/Rand Bishop)

cover


Under an old brass paperweight is my list of things to do today
Go to the bank and the hardware store, put a new lock on the cellar door
I cross 'em off as I get 'em done but when the sun is set
There's still more than a few things left I haven't got to yet

Go for a walk, say a little prayer
Take a deep breath of mountain air
Put on my glove and play some catch
It's time that I make time for that
Wade the shore and cast a line
Pick up a long lost friend of mine
Sit on the porch and give my girl a kiss
Start livin', that's the next thing on my list

Wouldn't change the course of fate but cuttin' the grass just had to wait
'Cause I've bot more important things like pushin' my kid on the backyard swing
I won't break my back for a million bucks I can't take to my grave
So why put off for tomorrow what I could get done today

Like go for a walk, say a little prayer
Take a deep breath of mountain air
Put on my glove and play some catch
It's time that I make time for that
Wade the shore and cast a line
Pick up a long lost friend of mine
Sit on the porch and give my girl a kiss
Start livin', that's the next thing on my list

Raise a little hell, laugh 'til it hurts
Put an extra five in the plate at church
Call up my folks just to chat
It's time that I make time for that
Stay up late, then oversleep
Show her what she means to me
Catch up on all the things I've always missed
Just start livin', that's the next thing on my list

Under an old brass paperweight
Is my list of things to do today

So I ask you today... What have you been putting off. And when are you gonna start living????? Kisses to everyone. Sulis

Wednesday, May 01, 2002

King Digital
Digi took the test this morning and this is what he got:






Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype
at mutedfaith.com.
[Angel.]



If you know him in real life you would know that it pretty accurate. But he is a cute pain in the butt. Anyways I gotta get this day started. hugs. sulis

Tuesday, April 30, 2002

B_I_N_G_O!!!!!
I had alot of fun last night with my landlady and one of Digitals coworker's girfriends. She's a cutie hopefully I can get her to submitt to some photos soon. We played BINGO at the local Knight of Columbus Bingo hall. It was fun and we got shushhed alot. Apparently they don't like it when you talk during the game. They are old no fun people but they could bite us. I think bootygirl (the girlfriend) pissed some people with our dancing and singing. They just don't know how to have any fun. I will probably go again next week. If Digital says it's OK.

I did this really cute little test tell me who you are? I am





Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype
, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Angel.]



well I better get going I have a ton of things to do. Hugs guys.

Whatever! (Complete with Rolling eyes and head):
Have you ever just wanted to tell everyone to step the fuck back. I feel like that alot. Seems my life runs pretty nice and I am pretty happy when other people are not sticking their grimmy little fingers in my business. All I want to do is live my life and be happy. Not asking that much now is it? I don't mind having to work for what I have. I don't mind having to struggle. I just want everyone who thinks they know me and who thinks they know what is best for me to back off and get to liveing their own lives. Cause inverably the ones who want to dispense to me all kinds of ideas on how I should live my life have totatlly fucked their own lives. Ultimatly guys I only have to answer to one person and it ain't YOU!
Godsmack
Whatever


And I wonder
Day to day
I don't like you
anyway.

And I don't need your
shit today,
you're pathetic
in your own way.

"I feel for you...
Better fuckin go away
I will be here...
better fuckin go away!"

I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did...

I don't need to
fantasize.
You are my pet
all the time.

I don't mind if
you go blind.
You get what you get
until you're through with mine!

"I feel for you...
Better fuckin go away
I will be here...
You better go away!"

"I feel for you...
Better fuckin go away
I will be here...
You better go away!"

I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did
Now go away!
[repeat 4 times]

I'm doing the best I ever did
[go away].
I'm doing the best that I can...