Tuesday, November 06, 2001

thanks hun i have been meaning to call but i always seem to think about it in the middle of the night. Dont want to disturb you mom or anything. My dad bought me a plane ticket and i flew out here on Saturday. I would love to see you or talk to you. lots to say and stuff but it will wait till then. email me and I will send you the info. hugs and kisses. sulis

How and when did you come back to CA, sulis? Back where we started from, eh? I know you aren't too far away, so gimme a call - i'm the only one with this last name in the town I'm in... Look me up, or i'll email you my number if you need. I'll come down and visit sometime. We could take a road trip back to Phx sometime together... I'm sure we both would need someone to share gas and driving time... My car can hold some stuff to bring back with you, not a lot though... anyways.. glad to have you so close again. Sorry to hear that you have so much anguish though.. wish i could take that away for you, unfortunately it seems that there is only one who can do that... i've found out that most of the time, the only way to heal things is through time, and God. Keep in touch..

Monday, November 05, 2001

Well i am safe in cali. Or as safe as you can be at home in a place where the earth likes to dance. Man I miss Texas. lots of pain and fear and love and so much more going through my head. IT hurts just thinking about everything that has happened in my life for the last few years. I just hope that everything works out. Still plugging at it. doing the best I can. miss ya all. sulis